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How My Mother Died

How my mother died I remember how I lied about the cause of my mother’s death during my teenage. Every time someone had asked about it, I would say “ Brain Stroke ” or “ Stroke ” or something else. I contradicted myself several times while doing it. My father had forbidden me to tell anyone the real cause. So, I lied again and again. I knew no one was going to take it in a human way- or at least past experiences suggested so. Maybe it is the time, I opened up about it as I know I am just helping a taboo by not doing so. My mother suffered from a mental condition called Schizophrenia. Many times I saw her talking with herself. I couldn’t understand then, but now I understand how she suffered from hallucination, loneliness and depression. Life was hard for her, and I hardly could understand that. All the obsessions, the pressure of handling a family was killing her inside. So, in 2005 she decided to hang herself. I still remember that day. I was wa...